Deliberately avoided Villatalk tonight. Given the result, when I checked the HT score I thought it would be another 1-1 draw, but no even worse a loss. It feels horrible to be like this doesn't it?
I've only supported Villa since I was 8, when we had that crap season under O'Leary. But even then we had some good games. Like the 4-0 thumping of Everton.
When MON came it was my best years of my time to date as a Villa fan, didn't realise how good we had it until now. 5 years of rubbish football, mismanagement and lack of ambition. It actually hurts that we are getting relegated.(it's only football I know, but still) I always stayed positive the last few years that we would rise again and improve. I knew we'd stay up and I hoped that the false dawns would become reality. I realise how naiive this is. I posted not too long ago that I won't give up hope....but for the first time in 10 years I genuinely only can't see any positives. These are dark times indeed for our great club.
Lerners done us in.