I don't believe you.
I can believe that.
If you were Barry Bannan you would struggle to believe in the positives right now.
Perhaps he should not make any effort at all to improve? He'll never be as fast, athletic and powerful as the naturally fast, athletic and powerful players.
Crystal Palace have discovered the formula for staying in the Premier League and he's not in it.
I really think both Bannan and Williams if they can't join Swansea in January, and they have some ambition, should move to another league: Seria A, Ligue One or La Liga.
Championship would still be too physical.
I think you are Bannan.