Eames speaks sence mate. However hard it will be, it will be the best for you in the long run. Its obviously never going to work.
I thought one of my previous girlfriends was the one, we were together for 5 years and on the verge of buying a house, but things steadily started going tits up and i was becoming unhappy. She started trying to control my life and became very pushy, always wanted her own way. God knows i loved her to high heaven but i knew i couldnt spend the rest of my life like that. It broke my heart splitting up with her, she tried and begged me to get back with her but i resisted because i knew it would never work and as you did, i went through a real terrible time, got caught up with wrong crowd and one thing led to another, but thats another story. As i imagine you did, i thought i would never meet anyone who i would love like i did her.
Hey-ho, im with the girl of my dreams now, got a beautiful baby boy, looking to move to a bigger house, getting married in June next year and hand on heart couldnt be happier.
There are plenty out there mate, and you obviously havny met the one just yet...you will tho mate, there is someone out there for all of us who will make us happy. Ever dark cloud has a silver lining.