@Chindie I had a terrible bout with anxiety as well, which also led to depression. I take Lexapro (not sure what the actual name is) and it's helped. Are you taking an SSRI?
Sometimes what helps me is to just acknowledge the fact that very few things in life are under my control, so just enjoy the weird ride and try to find pleasure and humor and grace in as many ways as you can.
Former Massachusetts GOP governor Bill Weld is entering the race to challenge Trump. Long shot at best, but he'll make the remaining few moderate Republicans wonder what could have been if Fox News hadn't taken over the party.